test test go go

So, while this is also just a test to see how this blogger blogspot glob blog appears on my newly minted, poorly constructed website, it's also to kick of my random smattering of ideas and realize that maybe i should set up a twitter. but just for me - just to remind myself of the thoughts i'm having so that i can glob about them later at a time when i have time, or i'm not eating or on an airplane or working out or in the middle of my procrastination, because i need to do all of those things in the next seven hours and i'm not sure how. efffff

but anyways, seeing as how i don't have a twitter at the moment, and this is reading (unfortunately) like a long winded dear diary (i'll need to work on this, these things would make better videos... for some reason watching someone rambling is funny while reading someone rambling is boring.

gah! back on subject. and that is, the 50 million dollar question....

Why are we here?

more specifically, what is this blog and (soon to be) this website doing here?

well to answer in nonbusinessspeak, it's because i'm coming to a very real time in my life where i'm growing up and older and deciding how i want to do it. I've been through my post college, avenue Q horror moments, and now i'm starting to intelligently design my life.

and now for the nonbullschtick answer - I plan on doing some awesome things in the next 5 years and i want proof that 1) i am indeed an awesome, insightful, interesting human being or, more likely, 2) that i'm a lousy procrastinating, self centric, lazy waste of space. 

In any case, this "logging everything i do", will validate me or motivate me to do what ever it is i want to do in the future todays of tomorrow and at the very least, provide the adorable public (i'm looking at you, government wiretapping, google, and my mom) with a little more information than they bargained for.